January 26th, 2007

handholding

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I had a terrible dream last night that my mother hated me. As in, she just disowned me, treated me like shit, and kicked me out of the house and nearly took her fist to me. It was rather ... scary. I didn't like it. I've been rather mellow all day because of it. My mom would NEVER be like that, and I would never want my mom to hate me despite how much I do seem to complain about her. She's still my mom.

I get the weekend off! Yay! Hancock is having a sale, that's where I'll be all weekend.

I spent all of last night watching PoA and GoF, stopping and pausing in in places to sketch out my Dumbledore outfit. It's going to be pretty awesome, it's almost like my Amano costume. I get to be creative and whimsical. I can't wait for the detail work. His costumes don't look all that complicated until you actually *really* look at them.

In other news, I'm going to also apply for a job at JoAnn's or Hancock as well as call up CoD to look at some sewing classes for me to take. I've done the camera thing long enough. It's time for me to focus on my costuming. I forsee myself working full time and doing part-time continuing education schooling at the same time. I just need information ... and prices. And considering the new minimum wage is so high, I don't have to worry too much about where I'm gonna go, because it'll be just about the same pay as what I had to slave over to get to. Of course, this is temporary until I can really figure out what I want to do. Moving to Europe still seems to be on the high part of my list of 'sorting my life out'.

Oh yeah, I called and got the ACen room. Woo.