April 26th, 2006


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I think my glue gun has it in for all of my fingers.

I just did what you did not too long ago, Bunny. Burned my fingers and peeled the skin off along with the glue. Except I did this about 4 times in a row -_- One of which is about an inch long line across my thumb knuckle. Owwwwie. They're all blistering now and FUCK does it hurt. I've never felt pain like this before, non stop burny-throbbing. There goes my planned day of sewing.

At least I got Kozi's wig done? But it looks like a big fucking feathered afro. Nothing like how I want it to look.

I attempted Vinny's pants. They're a total no go. I don't know what the fuck I did wrong. I used the same pattern I used for my Hedwig pants. I even tried my Hedwig pants on before cutting the fabric out. But somehow they became about 2 sizes too small. There goes another wasted yard of fabric. I give up. I don't fucking care. I'm not gonna finish it, there's no point. I'm not going to just wear a pair of black pants and a black turtle neck. I can't get anything right any more, and every fuck up I have makes me even more scared and less motivated to do anything else. I'm just not cut out for this shit. I can't do this any more.
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