February 16th, 2006

handholding

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I can't fucking stand this any more. My mom needs to stop being so fucking pessimistic. She's dragging me down with her, and it's just getting so god damn tiring.

I'm going to bed. So much for writing that paper tonight. I spent the last hour talking to her about how this is bullshit, how we're not going to lose our house, how this lawsuit is going to go nowhere, that this 17 year old bitch is not getting any money from us and how it'll be fine. She doesn't LISTEN. She won't LISTEN TO ME. No one does. I guess I just don't have a voice ...

I don't know whether to scream, punch a wall, or cry.
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