February 2nd, 2006

handholding

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Good god, the week is almost over. And I haven't heard from Vince, at all. I'm thinking of quitting Wolf Camera. Just because they can't seem to work with my school schedule. If I say I can't work this time to this time, then he schedules me to work an hour after that. Well, it takes me 1.5 hours to get home from Lincoln Park normally, so I have to rush around to get on the right express train, otherwise I'm fucked. I really REALLY really don't like doing that. Like I was telling Dana, if I can't make it to class with a good 10-15 minutes to spare, I'd just rather not go to class. I hate showing up late (unless it's in Shiro's class) and I hate just barely missing trains. That's the whole point as to why I wish to arrive 15-20 early to places.

So, I'm no use to them at Wolf Camera if I don't come in to work at 6 pm and work until 7:30 pm ... I mean, what the FUCK is the point of rushing out of Lincoln Park just to get home in time to work for 1 bloody fucking hour? I think what they need is one more person, now that the two college students are back in school and don't have the same hours as when we had Christmas break. I mean, I shouldn't have to feel obligated to skip class and make it home in time to go to work. The most important thing I have right now is to finish my fucking education, but I just feel like if I don't give my job more attention, then I'm going to be 'let go' or terminated. And I fucking need a job.

My grandma just gave me my loan for school, but she says she needs at least $200 of it back. She usually gives me a rounded amount that's only $20-$50 more than the actual amount for tuition. Which means, I have to give her $200 of my Christmas earned cash. On top of that, I just bought shit on ebay I shouldn't have, my increased fare Metra rail ticket, and replacement headphones that sets me back a good $250. I only had a little bit of money to begin with, so now I'm giving what little I have back to my grandma because she needs it for food. Which means, I have no money again, I have next to no hours at work, I'm getting a paycheck that'll probably be about $10, and this means no money for ACen. No money for costumes. I'm flat out fucking broke. And I'm not going to ask my dad for money, he's given me enough. Or, actually ... I've stolen enough from him ...
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