January 14th, 2006

handholding

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Wow, 4 days since I last updated, and it's not a convention? Weird.

Looks like I'm losing interest in LJ. That, or life is just fucking hellish right now. I got a traffic citation for "failure to stop at a stop sign", which is utter bullshit. I've been down that street countless times. I could navigate it blindfolded (not that I would). I didn't 'fail to stop', but I can't really do anything about it, I don't have the time to deal with it. I'd rather just pay it and be careful. Jen thinks the cop is "just trying to meet his quota", which I'd have to agree ... if that rumor is true at all. Now I have to go to court, plead guilty, and pay $75 and ask for ... supervision or something, because this is my 2nd ticket in under a year. If I get a 3rd one, my license is suspended :( Can't have that.

Got my hairs cut today. It's better than my last cut, but I dunno if it's the same haircut I had the first time I went to Terry Lynn. Oh well, she had to sorta rush, we were late getting to the appointment because Dana sent me on the Dan Ryan Skyway instead of telling me to stay on the highway. Then we went to her mom's place and forced her mom to watch the Diablos Tour Live video that I finished DLing. Dana, Mel, and Isaac are visible in the crowd at one point, for a full 5 10 seconds or so. I tried to get a screencap, but I think I need a program or something, because it wouldn't work. Just kept giving me a black screen.

School is also kicking my arse. My Sound and Acoustics class is a pain in my fucking ass. I hate math. And I have yet to go to my Pompeii class. The 2nd day, we were suppose to meet in front of the Art Institute, on the steps. Yeah, I got the note a little late and arrived right at 3:50, but no one was there. I didn't know where to go, so I just went home. The 3rd day, Dana's powers of persuasion had me deciding not to go. I need to get my act together, before I lose it all.

I've decided to also quit with the weed. 'Quitting' just means I can't find any and I've pissed off everyone that might have some, for some reason. It's a sign from God that I should stop it. I haven't had a day go by without breaking into tears for some stressful reason, but I'm just gonna grin and fucking deal.
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