December 17th, 2005

handholding

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Because I don't feel good, I'm a disgrace. Because of something that I cannot control, I'm a disgrace. Because I haven't eaten anything today, and the first time I do eat something, I puke it back up, I'm a disgrace.

Why the hell can't I say, "I don't feel good, I don't want to go to the party tonight" without it turning into a disgrace on the family? What the hell was I going to do at a party while sick and needing to go to the bathroom ever 10 minutes? I don't understand.

I'm going back to bed. I've slept the whole day away, might as well continue with that, since I can avoid people so much better by shacking up in my room.
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