October 25th, 2005

handholding

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Tonight and tomorrow will be two of the most stressful days of my life, not to mention REALLY needing to tell myself that I have to go to class. I've been up since 7 am this morning. Finished photoshopping my Kaoru patches (need to run out for more transfer paper soon), and cut together 2 separate mixes of songs. One for a skit WITH Harry and one for a skit without Harry -_- I really don't like having to depend on other people at a convention, I just can't trust them to show up for a masquerade. Not to mention it took me about an hour to find and figure out how to work an MP3 editor. I went through 3 of them before settling on the default sound recorder that came with this machine. It's just so fucking simple, why couldn't they make all those other editors user friendly? Well, it's ok because I did it and it works. And people will just have to deal with the non-Harry skit I've made, because I see NO way of possibly editing together another skit song while on the road.

While riding the El a few days ago, I saw an ad that talked about Approval Addiction. It's when you feel like you always have to prove things to people, that you need to do things well otherwise they'll think you're stupid. Or that you always have to do things for fear of losing a friendship or something. I seem to get this way about conventions, but not much else. I could care less what people see me wearing on a daily basis, but at a con that's another story. *sigh* And I need to cut it with this stress business. I've been waking up in the middle of the night with the most terrible stomach aches, then I spend a good deal of time falling asleep on the toilet. It's just not fun. And I don't want to be guzzling pepto all the way to SF.

Time to get more t-shirt transfers and print out my patches, possibly iron them on too ... THEN ... study for midterm -_-*
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