June 29th, 2005

handholding

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This analysis of a fantasy movie is harder than I expected. I've been working all day on my analysis of PotC. And this is just for the outline, which is now 5 pages long and I still haven't gotten to the "Treasure and Transformation" part yet. I just hope I'm doing this right. The movie really has a hero (Will) and an anti-hero that turns into a hero (Jack). So, they both have their own 'Others' and 'Journeys' and 'Guides'.

I think my head is ready to explode. I probably should've started this a few weeks ago, when he told us too. *sigh* Why do I never listen?

And now I have to go to Psy 105, listen to another boring lecture, write a 3 page paper on some experiment for extra credit so that my failing exam can be at least a D-. Fuck, I hate psycology. I can't fail this class again, or I'll be even more fucked next year. I can't wait for my classes next summer session! I won't have this lovely fall-back course on fantasy to even out the insane workload I know I'm going to be taking on.

But I have to do it. I have to. I don't want to be a failure. Speaking of failure, guess who called up my parents a few nights ago, whining and bitching that he was homeless and starving? Yep, John is back in Chicago, and I am NOT happy. I may even call the cops and annonymusly turn him in. Or something. Hell, he'll be better off in jail. At least he'll have a place to stay and food to eat.

Fuck, I need a break ... but when am I ever going to get one?
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