September 16th, 2003

handholding

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How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold
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handholding

*le siiigh*

Well, today started out shitty, but it's gotten better.

I can remember a portion of my dream where I ripped off Jack Sparrow's mustache because I didn't like it ...

I changed my schedule ONCE AGAIN. But this time I'm much better off than before. 3 of the 4 classes I'm taking are for my major. Who cares if I'm not going in order and haven't taken the pre reqs.

I figured that DePaul is much like my job at Home Depot. If you can get it done, even if it's not the right way to do it, it still gets done. Because I can't get into Art 105, (not like I think I really need that fuckin' class ... beginnger drawing ... pfft! I'm not saying I'm a beautiful artist or anything, but I can draw better than stick figures ... )

I made my compass ... vry hap-hazardly too. I made it from a small cardboard box ... with masking tape ... it looks very beginners prop-making. I figure ... if I can't make anything better (like ... out of real wood?) then this'll be alright for now.

**ATTN***
Wanted: A few more RP partners. Must love slash. No original charries. Will do PotC, HP, and Saiyuki. Characters played: Snape, Ron, Harry, Fred, Charlie, Jack Sparrow, Gojyo. Must be willing to RP almost at all times. Will give presents to those that appeal to me!


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    lonely lonely