April 7th, 2003

handholding

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Wow ... I dunno what to say ... bler ...

I wanna be in Denver ... I wanna see my Kaede-chan! ;_;

It's gross outside. It snowed last night, but it's not really accumulated on the streets. I guess the streets are really too warm to keep the snow on the ground. It's still cold tho. And we need to go to the fabric store .... again. Ann wants me to make her a Momiji coat, which I'm perfectly fine doing. It shouldn't take long at all. But I still want to make my Haru coat, but I want to make it more so that I can wear it around, not just make it for a costume. It's a nice coat. It's got a furry collar! I haven't been able to make a piece of clothing that I could wear other than in a costume like setting. So, this may be a challenge for me. I need to line it, make real working buckle straps and stuff ...

And speaking of sewing, I don't know why I'm adding more to my workload. I just got my job at Home Depot, and like ... I have orientation and cashier college to go back to, which I need to sacrifice my one day a week class ... but hell, I'm getting paid for it. I'll have fuckin' money! FINALLY! I'm just glad my 'rents are letting me work weekends. They know that I like to go to cons, and they know how expensive it can get ...

So, maybe I'll actually have enough cash before April 24th, so I don't have to like ... start pulling fingers off and collect cash for the hotel room ...

Heh, I was watching this show on late night TV called "Family Business" and it was like .. a porn documentary TV series or something. And this one fat old guy, who's every other word was "fuck" was going around trying to collect money from people that owed him. Heh, it was amusing. He was attacked by dogs, yelled at by drunken beaten wifes and had beer cans thrown at him ... spilled his own coffee on his crotch ... it was amusing, highly amusing ...

Anyways, I need to get these people up off their arses and get going to the fabric store *nod*

Jaa!
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handholding

I want to die ...

Ok, no this isn't a suicide attention getting thing. I just feel like crappy crap'ums.

I keep hearing about this SARS virus, but I know that's not what I have ... I keep thinking, "Did I get Crohns disease?" no, that's not contagious ...

I can't seem to hold food in as well as I used to. Maybe it's the foods I'm eatting, but I got up at 6 in the morning this morning and felt like absolutle shite. I was in Jen's bathroom for at least 20 minutes. At least I slept longer than usual. Went back to sleep and woke up after Ann arrived back from her 9-12 class.

Looks like I've once again added more costumes to my throng ... I've agreed to do Momiji's rather ugly orange outfit. It's starting to grow on me, and I get a chance to work with fleece, which I've never done before, and it'll be excitting! I ... think ...

Guh, and I think I'm gonna go lay down or something ... *sigh*

Oh yes, did I mention that the one and only AIM msg I recieved since being away last night was "fuck you" by someone I vaguely remember knowing in the past? Yah, boy I feel the love ...
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