February 24th, 2003

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I woke up this morning at 7 am, in utter PAIN. My stomach was making me feel like I was going to pass out. God, I hate that feeling so much. Maybe there's something wrong with me? Maybe I inherited Erin's Crohn's Disease or something x.o; God that would suck. I don't need to be taking 22 pills a day, thank you!

In fact, I'm the only one in my family that doesn't have to take a bajillion pills daily. That should mean something, perhaps.

Suddenly, I'm really excitted about the X-Men 2 movie. Nightcrawler is going to be in it. Except he doesn't look as shocking blue as I would think he should be. And I haven't seen any pictures yet of Gambit or Beast. I heard that they were going to be in this one.

Happy Noodle Boy moment: "Waaaaait! This man is not dead! Oh the horror! The funky horror! Stricken with a malady that mimics death!! Holy pigshit Batman!Attacking all outter physicall functions! Fooling all the stupids! Garg! I am saying GAAAARG!!! Yet I alone can hear his tortured screams! Screamy noises! Eeeeeek!" "Mommy, make it stop! Make spooky stick thing stop!" "Fuck you little fucker fucky!! I'm trying to asses the happy time! GRRROOOOG!" "Oh dear I've made a mistake! Forgive me Carl! Get my husband out of that hole! Oh son! You still have a daddy! Daddy is ok! .. ok ok! I got him! Now what do I do?" "Nothing. He's dead."

It's much more amusing when you see the comic ...

"This rotting concept of the unfathomable nostril mystifies the fuming crotch of my being!! Stop with the mooing you damned chihuahua! Ganglia! Rats eat babies!"
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    tatu - a Russian song I don't know the name of
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Woohoo! My second pair of Kozi shoes arrived today. They seem ... different. Like, they're somewhat shorter, flatter for some reason. They're slightly used, but there's no serious damage on them. I think these used to be the owner of a drag queen. The person selling them was a guy. They seem really wide. Guys feet are pretty wide, no? I dunno, that's just my assumption. Yay! Drag Queen's used shoes!

They just seem a bit different than my other ones. Almost ... more walkable in these than my other ones. Maybe I'll turn these into my red Kozi shoes.

When it gets cold outside, and I've got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say that there's no way we're gonna give up

Is there anyone out there?
Cuz it's getting harder and harder to breathe ...

Is there anyone out there?
Cuz it's getting harder and harder to breathe ...

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better. You never listen to what I said

Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did!

Is there anyone out there?
Cuz it's getting harder and harder to breathe ...

Does it kill, does it burn? Is it painful to learn that it is me that is out of control?
Does it thrill, does it sting when you feel what I bring? Or the will that you had me to hold?

When it gets cold outside, and I've got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say that there's no way we're gonna give up
Like a little boy who cries in the face of a monster that lives in a dream ...

Is there anyone out there?
Cuz it's getting harder and harder to breathe ...


For some reason, this song really touched me at the moment. The lyrics moved me. I dunno, maybe I'm just crazy ... well, it is damn cold outside ... and I've got no one to love ...
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    Maroon5 Harder to Breathe